It's 12:51 am. And im not sleeping yet. Biey warned me already. Do not sleep past 1 am. In case, I will kena lecture. But i don't want to tell him that. Takut saya~~
Need to do something. What else? Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. Packing my clothes and put in the bag. :'(
A sad moment. What a short break. Only a week. Not enough ba. I wish i could have a school break 3 years or forever. LoL.
No more school la kalau itu macam. I know i will cry a lot tomorrow coz im leaving my hubby.Scare me. (sob..sob..) I really don't want too far away from him. I really love him. I know i couldn't survive without him. Coz without him my life will be more complicated. I don't want that happend again. No. And never.
(SHOCK)
Hey. i got visitor coming just now. Tetamu tidak diundang. Aiyer~
Take a look. who was it.
Need to do something. What else? Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. Packing my clothes and put in the bag. :'(
A sad moment. What a short break. Only a week. Not enough ba. I wish i could have a school break 3 years or forever. LoL.
No more school la kalau itu macam. I know i will cry a lot tomorrow coz im leaving my hubby.Scare me. (sob..sob..) I really don't want too far away from him. I really love him. I know i couldn't survive without him. Coz without him my life will be more complicated. I don't want that happend again. No. And never.
(SHOCK)
Hey. i got visitor coming just now. Tetamu tidak diundang. Aiyer~
Take a look. who was it.
Its a..............frog???where the hell are u coming from?? I closed the door already. Ruang pintu bawah kecik macam mana lu masuk? Im blurrrrrr~
Haiya. Disturbing my mood saje.
Last nite, dear phone called me. Not kinda interesting topic to talked actually. Its all about his business. what else? About fight with other people la. No need me to tell to much details okay~ non of us business. Muahahaha!
Talked talked talked.. bla bla bla.. and i keep listen to what he said. Really annoyed me. I hate listen to that. Because i love you, i listen la, ho. Har Har. :)
Yeah. Im totally in love with you, Biey. I will happend forever. Is it?
How awful. Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. It doesn't feel uncomfortable at all. Im leaving you here. How hurts it is. I couldn't stop crying. Looking at the mirror and saw my eyes like a fishball. Im raining heavily my own. My chest really damd hurt.
Thanks biey, for always be with me this whole day. The simple moment that i really makes my life more happy.
Remember what we're doing today. Watching Titanic together. Romantic giler we tadi. Then, i dye your hair. A chestnut colour. Pandai nya aku pilih kaler~~
I help you straighten your hair. Sorry for pulling your hair that hard~~ Oooopsie.
Then, i cook ayam goreng and kacang panjang for you. Then having lunch together. I knew you like my ayam goreng. Delicious kan Biey?
Me: Nyaman kan ayam goreng aku kan? kan?..hee hee
Biey : Auk. Nyamai tai panduk bini Biey.. hee hee.
Me: Biniiiiiiii~ weh weh..hui.. hehe. (laughing)
Thanks for the compliments Cyg! Love you so much. I will cook for you again next time. No worries.
Around 5 pm. Back from Dublin house. Biasa la lepak jap.. Biey sent me back home. I feel really sad. I was tried to cry that time. But i hold it. That was the last time i saw him and the last time i kissed him. OMG! This feeling ruins me. :'(
Just finished packing all stuff. I cried a lot. Cried like mourning on someone. I cried about for 4 hours until Biey asked me to called him. Then i called him.
Conversation details
Biey: Hello.
Me: Hello. **cry**
Biey: Namahal nyabak deh~?
Me: Nda mu~~
Biey: Badu nyak gik arr.. ku pan nda nyamai asai.
Me: .............**quite for a moment**
Biey: Ni baju b deh?
Me: Tok~~ bok ditu~~**cry**
Biey: Baik nn tindok?
Me: Auk arr~~
Biey: Thank u auk. Nama tai dah dbri nn agai aku. Nn mli rantai k ku, nn dye buk k ku,nn transfer kredit agai aku. Thanks auk.
Me: **Cry hardly**
Biey: Ku nemu, nn kak balas bru nama tai gagak ku agai nn subak. Ku nemu nn kak berubah nyadi manah. Amat kan?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Thanks auk.
Me: Auk.~~
Biey: B, nyemak aku k ndai bok dunia, maksud ku, ndai bok dunia tok gik la. Nn amat2 sayau k ku kan?
Me: Auk arr~(Y you say like dat?)** cry**
Biey: Sekirala ku ndai, nama pilihan nn. Nn amat2 sayau k ku. Nn ngau aku ka ataupun nn teruskan hidup.
Me: **pikir 10 minit** kak ngau nn~**thinking about the Titanic. "i jump, u jump"**
Biey: Maksudnya nn kak bunuh diri la?
Me: **quite**
Biey: Nti nn amat2 sayau k org nyak kan,nn mesti teruskan idup. Nti nn ngau aku, nn nda ulih agai alam aku. Phm nn?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Badu gik nyabak. Bah. kak tdok ku. Jimat k nn pgilak. Ang tdok laun. Limit nda tauk limpas kul 1. Nn danuk ku nn. Ninggo?
Me: Auk~~ ninggo (sob..sob..)
Biey: Bah. Cyg hny. Msj ku pgilak auk. transfer kdit pgilak.
Me: Cyg b gak. Auk ar..
Conversation off. I stop cried sudah.
Look at the clock. AAOoh~ 1:56 am. My bus is about 6:10 am. I better off to sleep now. I dunno how do i feel tomorrow. PENAT!
Kuching, here i come back. :'(
Haiya. Disturbing my mood saje.
Last nite, dear phone called me. Not kinda interesting topic to talked actually. Its all about his business. what else? About fight with other people la. No need me to tell to much details okay~ non of us business. Muahahaha!
Talked talked talked.. bla bla bla.. and i keep listen to what he said. Really annoyed me. I hate listen to that. Because i love you, i listen la, ho. Har Har. :)
Yeah. Im totally in love with you, Biey. I will happend forever. Is it?
How awful. Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. It doesn't feel uncomfortable at all. Im leaving you here. How hurts it is. I couldn't stop crying. Looking at the mirror and saw my eyes like a fishball. Im raining heavily my own. My chest really damd hurt.
Thanks biey, for always be with me this whole day. The simple moment that i really makes my life more happy.
Remember what we're doing today. Watching Titanic together. Romantic giler we tadi. Then, i dye your hair. A chestnut colour. Pandai nya aku pilih kaler~~
I help you straighten your hair. Sorry for pulling your hair that hard~~ Oooopsie.
Then, i cook ayam goreng and kacang panjang for you. Then having lunch together. I knew you like my ayam goreng. Delicious kan Biey?
Me: Nyaman kan ayam goreng aku kan? kan?..hee hee
Biey : Auk. Nyamai tai panduk bini Biey.. hee hee.
Me: Biniiiiiiii~ weh weh..hui.. hehe. (laughing)
Thanks for the compliments Cyg! Love you so much. I will cook for you again next time. No worries.
Around 5 pm. Back from Dublin house. Biasa la lepak jap.. Biey sent me back home. I feel really sad. I was tried to cry that time. But i hold it. That was the last time i saw him and the last time i kissed him. OMG! This feeling ruins me. :'(
Just finished packing all stuff. I cried a lot. Cried like mourning on someone. I cried about for 4 hours until Biey asked me to called him. Then i called him.
Conversation details
Biey: Hello.
Me: Hello. **cry**
Biey: Namahal nyabak deh~?
Me: Nda mu~~
Biey: Badu nyak gik arr.. ku pan nda nyamai asai.
Me: .............**quite for a moment**
Biey: Ni baju b deh?
Me: Tok~~ bok ditu~~**cry**
Biey: Baik nn tindok?
Me: Auk arr~~
Biey: Thank u auk. Nama tai dah dbri nn agai aku. Nn mli rantai k ku, nn dye buk k ku,nn transfer kredit agai aku. Thanks auk.
Me: **Cry hardly**
Biey: Ku nemu, nn kak balas bru nama tai gagak ku agai nn subak. Ku nemu nn kak berubah nyadi manah. Amat kan?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Thanks auk.
Me: Auk.~~
Biey: B, nyemak aku k ndai bok dunia, maksud ku, ndai bok dunia tok gik la. Nn amat2 sayau k ku kan?
Me: Auk arr~(Y you say like dat?)** cry**
Biey: Sekirala ku ndai, nama pilihan nn. Nn amat2 sayau k ku. Nn ngau aku ka ataupun nn teruskan hidup.
Me: **pikir 10 minit** kak ngau nn~**thinking about the Titanic. "i jump, u jump"**
Biey: Maksudnya nn kak bunuh diri la?
Me: **quite**
Biey: Nti nn amat2 sayau k org nyak kan,nn mesti teruskan idup. Nti nn ngau aku, nn nda ulih agai alam aku. Phm nn?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Badu gik nyabak. Bah. kak tdok ku. Jimat k nn pgilak. Ang tdok laun. Limit nda tauk limpas kul 1. Nn danuk ku nn. Ninggo?
Me: Auk~~ ninggo (sob..sob..)
Biey: Bah. Cyg hny. Msj ku pgilak auk. transfer kdit pgilak.
Me: Cyg b gak. Auk ar..
Conversation off. I stop cried sudah.
Look at the clock. AAOoh~ 1:56 am. My bus is about 6:10 am. I better off to sleep now. I dunno how do i feel tomorrow. PENAT!
Kuching, here i come back. :'(
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