Sunday, August 2, 2009

Uncontrolled Life

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Here i do it again. Again, again and again. Its about 4.23 a.m. I really dont know what will happend to me if this habit keep repeating again and again. Its turn to my nightmare already. I failed to controlling myself from late sleep. I really feel tired this few days. I didnt have enough sleep. 3 to 5 hours? Hell no! Its still not enoughed. I know dad will scold me cause i late to wake up. Almost everytime. I tried to stop being this INSOMNIA things. I know it will effect my health. I hate being sick. Just like want to kill me. I never do this before since Clayton still have relationship with me even that time i have a laptop to played. Now i have my own laptop. And i addicted to it. Online for sure. Its just sent me like a virus to my life. Then started to make my life really miserable. Uncontrolled Life.


Life? Whats life is all about? Should it be this hard? I dont get it. Just now, I sms with my friend name Walter. I pretend that im not in the good mood that that. Actually im happy. Haha. Stupid is it? I told him that i really still cannot let my ex go. I still thinking of him everyday everynight. Then he told me that he has the same problem with his ex too. But life must go on. There will be someone out there will waiting for you.
Waiting for me? I wish that was not you walter. Haha. Yeah. You're right. Life must go on. I told him.


Funny. Since im with my ex i never felt this happy. Hurm. My life become more wild than it use to be. Really.
Since i got this "VIRUS" its makes my day more brighter. Threw my boredness away.
Then some fun appear. Facebook .Facebook is really cool. I got many friends in there. . Just now i play the chat box in the facebook . I chat with Ah boy known as The Chicken. Then, Wayzer The Carrot, Gregory the Tapir, Moses the Duck, Larry The Dumd Dumd and Biku the Krekky and more.
Nice name maker i am. haha. U guys make me go nuts. Haha. Glad to know u guys in there.
Especially Larry. I dont know what happened to u when u chat with me just now. Unnormal person. Ur behavior really unawesome and freak. U always say this word "pa ka?" again and again. I dont know what ur brain made of..Really dont understand you. Susah ada manusia macam tu. Huh. = = "
Letih aku layan karenah korang......!









Thats all for today. :)
The End.