It's 12:51 am. And im not sleeping yet. Biey warned me already. Do not sleep past 1 am. In case, I will kena lecture. But i don't want to tell him that. Takut saya~~
Need to do something. What else? Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. Packing my clothes and put in the bag. :'(
A sad moment. What a short break. Only a week. Not enough ba. I wish i could have a school break 3 years or forever. LoL.
No more school la kalau itu macam. I know i will cry a lot tomorrow coz im leaving my hubby.Scare me. (sob..sob..) I really don't want too far away from him. I really love him. I know i couldn't survive without him. Coz without him my life will be more complicated. I don't want that happend again. No. And never.

(SHOCK)

Hey. i got visitor coming just now. Tetamu tidak diundang. Aiyer~
Take a look. who was it.

Its a..............frog???

where the hell are u coming from?? I closed the door already. Ruang pintu bawah kecik macam mana lu masuk? Im blurrrrrr~

Haiya. Disturbing my mood saje.
Last nite, dear phone called me. Not kinda interesting topic to talked actually. Its all about his business. what else? About fight with other people la. No need me to tell to much details okay~ non of us business. Muahahaha!
Talked talked talked.. bla bla bla.. and i keep listen to what he said. Really annoyed me. I hate listen to that. Because i love you, i listen la, ho. Har Har. :)

Yeah. Im totally in love with you, Biey. I will happend forever. Is it?
How awful. Im going back to Kuching tomorrow. It doesn't feel uncomfortable at all. Im leaving you here. How hurts it is. I couldn't stop crying. Looking at the mirror and saw my eyes like a fishball. Im raining heavily my own. My chest really damd hurt.
Thanks biey, for always be with me this whole day. The simple moment that i really makes my life more happy.
Remember what we're doing today. Watching Titanic together. Romantic giler we tadi. Then, i dye your hair. A chestnut colour. Pandai nya aku pilih kaler~~
I help you straighten your hair. Sorry for pulling your hair that hard~~ Oooopsie.
Then, i cook ayam goreng and kacang panjang for you. Then having lunch together. I knew you like my ayam goreng. Delicious kan Biey?

Me: Nyaman kan ayam goreng aku kan? kan?..hee hee
Biey : Auk. Nyamai tai panduk bini Biey.. hee hee.
Me: Biniiiiiiii~ weh weh..hui.. hehe. (laughing)

Thanks for the compliments Cyg! Love you so much. I will cook for you again next time. No worries.

Around 5 pm. Back from Dublin house. Biasa la lepak jap.. Biey sent me back home. I feel really sad. I was tried to cry that time. But i hold it. That was the last time i saw him and the last time i kissed him. OMG! This feeling ruins me. :'(
Just finished packing all stuff. I cried a lot. Cried like mourning on someone. I cried about for 4 hours until Biey asked me to called him. Then i called him.

Conversation details

Biey: Hello.
Me: Hello. **cry**
Biey: Namahal nyabak deh~?
Me: Nda mu~~
Biey: Badu nyak gik arr.. ku pan nda nyamai asai.
Me: .............**quite for a moment**
Biey: Ni baju b deh?
Me: Tok~~ bok ditu~~**cry**
Biey: Baik nn tindok?
Me: Auk arr~~
Biey: Thank u auk. Nama tai dah dbri nn agai aku. Nn mli rantai k ku, nn dye buk k ku,nn transfer kredit agai aku. Thanks auk.
Me: **Cry hardly**
Biey: Ku nemu, nn kak balas bru nama tai gagak ku agai nn subak. Ku nemu nn kak berubah nyadi manah. Amat kan?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Thanks auk.
Me: Auk.~~
Biey: B, nyemak aku k ndai bok dunia, maksud ku, ndai bok dunia tok gik la. Nn amat2 sayau k ku kan?
Me: Auk arr~(Y you say like dat?)** cry**
Biey: Sekirala ku ndai, nama pilihan nn. Nn amat2 sayau k ku. Nn ngau aku ka ataupun nn teruskan hidup.
Me: **pikir 10 minit** kak ngau nn~**thinking about the Titanic. "i jump, u jump"**
Biey: Maksudnya nn kak bunuh diri la?
Me: **quite**
Biey: Nti nn amat2 sayau k org nyak kan,nn mesti teruskan idup. Nti nn ngau aku, nn nda ulih agai alam aku. Phm nn?
Me: Auk~
Biey: Badu gik nyabak. Bah. kak tdok ku. Jimat k nn pgilak. Ang tdok laun. Limit nda tauk limpas kul 1. Nn danuk ku nn. Ninggo?
Me: Auk~~ ninggo (sob..sob..)
Biey: Bah. Cyg hny. Msj ku pgilak auk. transfer kdit pgilak.
Me: Cyg b gak. Auk ar..

Conversation off. I stop cried sudah.

Look at the clock. AAOoh~ 1:56 am. My bus is about 6:10 am. I better off to sleep now. I dunno how do i feel tomorrow. PENAT!



Kuching, here i come back. :'(

Happy Hour :)

Yesterday, i went out with my dear. Poor sis kan~ i couldn't accompanied her go to my aunty house. SORRY ~

Yesterday kan, me and my dear went to Parkson Megamall. He want to buy a necklace.

Arrived at the shop...

Dear: Bakatok meh rantai kak d beli.
Me: *mouth open* Apu! manah gik rantai ukui. (wah! jahat my mulut) brapa harga nyak?
Dear: * show the price tag* RM49 (smile)
Me: Aiyo! Murah mai nyak deh~ RM4.90. Masuk buku 3 lima auk, b? hee hee.
Dear: *Laughing*

I gave him the money, then he went to paid.

Dear: Thanks auk. *do muka manja* Kenangan ba.
Me: Hek eleh. Heee *with my evil smile*

Then, we went to Boulevard to repaired my laptop. OMG! just got cracked in the screen cost RM750! WTF! Separuh daripada harga laptop ya!! URH!
Then called my mom, and talked about that.

Me: Mak, RM750 knak ngadu k screen nyak. Bekeni deh?
Mom: APOO~ nda ibuh adu nyak diak, Pulai kuching ilak ngadu k. Engka bc murah mimit.
Me: Arite.

Then, we went to Imperial mall. Haha. I bought The sim 3. HAPPY ! Happy that it could not be played! ARRRGH!

Then, then kan.. we went to Taman Selera. Ahhh~~ those beaches~~ How i miss it! we were walking. Playing.Holding our hands. Hugging. Kissing in the public ( i hope no one noticed). How i love the moment. Never forget that.

= =" mcm budak kecik jak upa.

Hee~

Thinking of what dear?

MIRI IM HOME! MISS ME? :)

Holidae time!! KRINGGGGG!

Just 4 a week :(
X besh alu! bg la 3 tahun cuti ka. Har Har :B

Glad i came home. Haaaaaaaah~ feel more peace. Can smell my room again. How stink it is~
How i miss my bed..

Just arrived yesterday. Used a Borneo bus.. my butt hurts. Ouchiey!
Minta urut my dear later. Hee hee.
Supposed to arrived around 6. But, the bus broke down at Batu Niah and have to wait another bus. OH HOW WONDERFOOL!
wait about an hour.
Arrived at home around 8. Aiyaiyaiyai~
Really tired. Plus i got a fever and cough. Damd!
Poor me kan?~

Haaaaaah~... really miss my bed. And miss my dear.
Yesterday i met him. Give him a kissed and hugged.OH. HOW I MISS HIM! :)
Really miss ur face, ur touch, and ur kisses.
ARRH~ How gila me~~
How happy i am can see you again.

SYG NYA BAH <3

Har Har Har :)

Ha ha ha!
My stupidity level increases! Ha ha ha.
Alrite. Stop laughing like a monkey, Ursulla~~

Yesterday, Something funny happened. You know kan, I was ready to go to college. While i packing my beg, i saw a mineral water on the table. Actually, i was too lazy to refill my bottle with water. Coz im in hurry anyway~
So i took the mineral water and off to college.

Arrived at the college. Walk on stairs to level 3. Room 303 i think~Enter the class. Sit and learning. Ha Ha.
When break time. Hah! Exhausted. Take my mineral water and drink.

*glug*

Me: (= =") what just happened? Why the taste are different? What kind of water i drank just now? OMG! ITS LANGKAU!! ( A.k.A arak putih, nemu d?)

* Smile alone*

I hope no one noticed me why im smiling alone.

Then i go home telling my mom the story, She laughed til death~ OMG!
Its your fault MOM!



Okay thats happened yesterday. And today...
Taking my Marketing subject. Learn unit 4 about MANAGING MARKETING INFORMATION.
Tahu ker? = ="
Trust me. I really don't understang the meaning. Even when the lecturer explain it, my brain go spinning without stop.
I hate to say this. Assignment. DAMD HELL SHIT !%#$%@#*&
Punyer la susah giler! Im death!
I was thinking, how will i do the assignment alone. And oso the presentation. What should i present??Urgh! Sorry Mom, my mistake to take the wrong course. Theres no other way to quit from it, rite? But i will tried my best mom.

**sob..sob**

God guiding me lord. Give me strength to complete my assignment. Amen.

Fight + Defend = Sacrifice

Stare out my window. Look at the trees. I was thinking if i could be the tree. If i wish i could be the tree, i wish i could be the tree at the backyard of my Leon (not real name) house. Why? Cause i can't go far apart from him. I want to be with him every single day.
When im with him, i never think to look at another men. Thats it. My life complete. Coz i got him already.

I don't care people talkin shit infront, left, right or even at the back of me. Coz that is not important at all. No reason cause i hate em. Sbab ku anggap their words ya ribut ba. Do i look care about that? Sorry naik lori la. Pa ku peduli. .If aku terasa or sik ka pa salah? Semua manusia berhak terasa ba. Ya Tuhan cipta perasaan manusia kedak ya? Am i right? Mun salah, ya korang punya pasai la. Harhar~

Holiday is coming soon. MIRI, IM COMING HOME!
1 week holiday.
Tidak sabar rasanya~ I can't wait to meet him. Really miss him a lot.

Urh!

Today, i attended my first class for subject Marketing. Dahla aku tok demam gik. I've been forced my mom to attend the class. I rather die in that time. Damd. Banyak ketinggalan subject~
Haih. Lot of chinese student. Urh! Tension gue~
Only me the bumiputera one. =3=.. creepy.
Suddenly.. some of this word came out from miss catryn. The lecturer.
She say about the presesntation. OMG! What presentation?? Im new student here, hellow!
Scare me~
Urh! what should i do? what should i do?..
Glad got no assignment for this week. Got technical problem. Nasib2.
Well. At least i can catched something that i had learned today.
Chinese student make me creepy~.. seram sejuk aku..
Arghhh!