Im sayin Goodbye again. :(

Goodbye Blogger. I will be less less online start from tomorroe.
Goodbye FB. I will meet u in my phone. Via clcm SMS, i comin.
Goodbye wireless. WAAAA. I miss it. I cant download new song anymore.

Wuwuwuwu. SO SAD.
Must be boring ba.

SO LONG. TILL WE MEET AGAIN.
PARTY HERE I COME!

I love Arts.

My edited Pic. Silly face. :D

Talking about arts. Yes. I like arts.
I love photos. I love edit it. I love colors. Art is my favorite subject. Cause i love create something different than others.
I like being creative. :D

Laughed and tired.

Laughed

This afternoon, me, mum and sis went to Hair Saloon. My mum wants to regulung her hair.
I told her.

Me : Mum, u will be so ugly if u regulung your hair. Trust me. U will look like alleycats hair mom..ur hair is to short ba. .
Your hair will be a habitat for mosquitos and flies. = ="

Then the taukenio start to do her hair.
While me and my sis sat on the plastic chair near the door.
Door open.
Suddenly i saw this dude pass me by. Chinese guy. Cute looking face. Nice hair too.
And he sparkle like a superstar. Haha.
I try to look at him. But he look at me back. Oh. Malu saya.
He always staring at me.
U think i dont know ka u tengok saya, ha?
(Mun pasal laki hensem2 tok, juling mata la aku. hee.)

After hour by hour waiting for my mum done with her hair.
Im shocked.
Looking my mom's hair. . .
And i start to
LAUGHED! HAHAHAHAHA! Omg. I told u! U ugly mom. Your hair. . . . OMgosh.
You look like a grandma. Hafiz AF hair ka? hahaha.
Sorry mom.
Couldnt stop laughing.
Adoha.

My mom laughed too. And the chinese dude also laughed when he saw me laughing. Anyway he is cute.
hahaha. XD. Mom, mom.



Tired

Yeah. Tired. Home work is pain. Errrgh.
Just now we got gotong royong outside my house. Cabut rumput. Play with dirt.
euuwww. Tired ba.

Trauma came back

I was in my room.
Im having a trauma for a minute ago. I supposed to forget about that. But it still play on my mind.
Just now Tim ask me a questions about how do i broke up with my ex.
Im shaken to tell him the story. I know it will remember me about what happend between me and my ex a few months ago.
Im taking a deep breathe and tell him the whole story.
I tried to closed my eyes after that. Those flasback tries to hunting me again.
I was crying. Im scared.
And even can't breathe.
I wish i could forget about it.
But, everywhere i go. . . . It always hunting me. I couldn't run away from it.
To me,this is the biggest TRAUMA in my life that always stick with me forever. :(

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Yeah. Homework is pain!!

Pagi tadi aku tido kul 5 pagi. HEBAT. :)
Dan pagi tadi aku bangun kul 8 pagi. LAGI HEBAT.

Aku ingatkan bos aku pi keja. Ingatkan dapat bangun lambat. Tp hasrat tidak kesampaian la pulak.
Suara ibuku yg menjerit nama ku membuat ku manaz pagi2 td. Hish!
Nasibla ibu tidak menyuruhku mencuci pinggan yang begitu banyak td.
Jadi, aku keluar dr kamar ku dan mengambil peluang utk menyenyakan diri sebentar.
Ahhh~

Aku menemani ibuku ke pasar untuk membeli periuk sebesar kaki gajah untuk kegunnaan majlis perkahwinan kakak ku yang akan berlansung pada minggu hadapan. Kemudian, aku dan ibu pergi ke kedai baju-bajuan kerana ibu ingin membeli seluar. Bukan seluar dalam. Tapi seluar slack.
Aku juga mengambil kesempatan untuk membeli seluar jean. Dengan melihat riak wajah ibuku itu, aku berkata dalam hati:

Aku: Peduli pa mak nganuk. Seluar jean ku ct ajak. Bli la bru.

Selepas itu, aku dan ibu pergi ke Market Ikan. Ketika sedang mencari ikan untuk dimakan, ibuku hampir tergelincir. Dan aku terus ketawa tanpa henti. Aku tau aku begitu jahat. Tapi tidak apa. Bukan selalu. Kesian ibu ku.

Tiba di rumah, aku mencuba seluar yg dibeli ku td.
O SHIT! Aku berkata.
Terlampau sempit la! urrrgggh! Rugi mai ku mli. Damd it! Aku berkata lagi.
Yah. begitula crita ku hari ini. Sekian.


The end.


Oh lupa. Aku terasa ngantok dan tertido. At last. . . . :D

Camera and Mp3 Player, I need You.

I want this. I want this CAMERA.
I want it. I will get it soon. :D

And I want THIS too. OMG!

Wedding Dress

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Lady gaga is sexaaaaay!

I was watching this video of Lady Gaga with song called Lovegame.

OMG! She so SEXAAAY!
Did u see tat? Is she naked?
OOOOH. I love her hairstyle when she dance on those stair. :D
If im a dude, im not watching her sing or danced. Maybe im watching other place. Like. . . TuT. .
Look, I know how the guys behavior when the saw the gurls.
Look. They touch Gaga BOOBS! You guys,dude. . . so Kanji.
Damd She hot.
Did she just kiss the girl?? Euwww!

I was sitting on couch alone and watching it. And i was talking to myself while im watcthing the video clip on Hitz.

Me: Omg. Berani mai org putih ngno bju k bkanyak. Manah nda ibuh bebaju skali. Balat mai video Lady gaga tok. Nda gaga ndar ku mdo. Pek ayan ndai meh yo kiruh. Gerenti stim penari laki k ngau yo nyok. **watching the dancer . . . . . Tut . . .** dah agak dah. Nang stim. = ="

Did i just say that?
OH MY! Urusula, your bad girl. U kanji amai.
Neh. Nama salah ku kanji deh. Semua mensia bc nafsu ba. Sapa mensia k ndai nafsu nang nda normal yo nyok.

Sha la la la

Jam sekarang menunjukkan pukul memukul 3.04 pagi.
Yeap. And im still awake. Play my Facebook. Chat with my rejected brother in law.
Haha. We both gossiping about my sister.

Waaa. Im so evil. Say something bad about my sister. muahaha! Bukan selalu.
I dont like your husband later ba sis. haha. I like Jeremy better coz he so funny . . . . and crazy.
Stupid ba you rejected him. Buduh.

Awww. Evil sula. U so evil. :D

Kelaparan Di Pagi Hari.

Now is 3.2o am. I went outside and locked the gate.
Creepy. Its too dark outside. My heart beat fast. I ran like crazy people into the house. Afraid if i saw "somthing". . . .
Buyan. Nabes aku.
I feel sleepy and try to close my eyes.

Suddenly i hear my stomach "Ringing" . . . . Damd. Im hungry. Luckily i got junk food to eat.

Roller coaster and aik bungai :D

I got HIV negative :D

Haha. HIV negative.
Sister, You got HIV positive. You in danger. OMGosh! LoL.

I got this stamp from the World Vision exhibition about HIV details. Then i saw many people queue at the exhibition maze. I think so. It just look like a maze. Ha ha.
Me and my sis enter the exhibition maze and this people gave us a headphone and mp3.
No song in the mp3, alright. Only a voice of woman tell a story about HIV patient.
We went inside there, a lot of pictures. . .
But its enjoyable. Ha Ha. Macam orang sakai.

I bought a hair curling today. And the result how my face look like when my hair curl is like this :

Xda beza kan? Hoho. Saja jak mok show off :B

Kambing = ="?

This morning, my mom and my neighbour went to Bekenu to buy a sheeps. I think. . . . . or maybe a goats. . . . . = =" . . .watever la.
Euuw. . . how gross. Blood everywhere. Tidak tahan the smell. ah!
Bwekkk!

kesian ko kambing, dahla bebau gik. kenak bunuh lagi. ish2. RIP.



Euuuw!

My mom made a kari kambing just now. Yummy.
Delicious you know. Herm. . . . .talkin about curry, I never heard about Pork Curry la. .
Camne nda rasa kari babi oo. . . . .

Movie maker again?

Pagi yg gelap, kini masih gelap. . . (lagu Hujan band). . . Aha.

Morning world :D
Awal juga saya bangun hari ini. Biasala, VAMPIRE ba. Kan2?
Haih.

Erm . . .well, i just uploaded my third video here. I think.
I made this video just for boredom. Xda kena mengena dengan org lain melainkan aku dan krew skru member ctok. Ngeee :B

So, go and watch la. hehe. Walaupun xbrapa. :D

(running out of ideas to write something here)

Aha. Movie Maker. FUN :D

Wake up early morning... Ahh..and now my stomach try to "misscall". . . .
Thankx 4 waking me up so early mom. But i will back to my bed and sleep again after you're go for work.
Big chance for me. Aha.

Sleepy mode.

Uh. . . Just now i make a movie u know. Spend my boring time to make this simple movie. And i enjoy doing it.
Go and watch it okay. HEe :D

Off to bed now.
(lazy)

What time is it?

OMG! 4 am already ka? !
Wa manyak terer u punya mata ,oO sula. Mata batu ker? = .=
Here my INSOMNIA comes again. Adoha. Orang lain tdo, aku tok bila lagi mok tdo.
Mok jadi vampire kedak EDWARD la rasa.
Cali. Muahahaha!
Sanggup mengata diri sendiri. ^^ Ngek.

Ya la tek. Ym ngan budak tok. Paul Anchon.
Sik disangka2 nya juak mok takel aku. Ish2. Dasyat d Paul. Awwww~
Why im so popular this recently ho?
Ngegeh nya aku aie. Kenja. ha ha. Just for fun okay?
Sorry la Paul mun aku skitkan hatimu itu. X ada niat ku berbuat begitu. ha ha.
Aku tok dah single double decker. So sepatutnya aku setia ngau gerek ku ba.
Amat nda jako ku? Ha ha.

Clayton. Yeap. Paul tok kawan clayton sebenarnya. Selalu agai taman nembiak tok. Hu hu.
Tp ku dgr cita dr Paul mdh Clayton tok main Batu. (Bukan batu seremban or batu nisan or batu bata)
Macam ne mok explain oo. Kira mcm sejenis dadah la.
Adodo, clayton Kenak la kw rosakan diri kw mcm ya. Tok mesti sebab aku tinggalkan kw. Sorry clayton, i can't do anything. Accept it.

(Yawn) Sleeepy. . .
Tdo tok klak bukan ada apa mok polah. Nasib bosh keja pagi. Dapat la ku bgun lewat klak.
Ngam gilak time tok hujan. I can feel the air outside my window blow through my skin. And i shivering with coldness. Brrrr~ sejuk eh. But I like. . .Stim ajak asa. (mun laki tauk la aku tyme sejuk nang nya stim aja2. But y the because ho? oopsie~ )

Kanji sulla ya kanji. Ha Ha.

Im off to bed now. :D

Edward In My Dream??

Edward <3

Last nite, while i sleeping. I have this dream. haaaaaah~
I know it sounds crazy when i tell you this. This is not real. This is just a DREAM, okay.
As you can see, Edward Cullen was in my dream. I can't believe it at first. But i have to. Like i told you. It just a "DREAM" . So don't get jelous for no reason people.
So, I dream of Edward. In my dream, we play "catch me if you can". = =
Running there running here. We both laughing. He got me. Then something just happend.
HE KISS ME! Lip to lips ba.

Awww~ tergoda i~
Kanji you Sula! :D

I know it sounds crazy. Tp apa boleh buat dah namanya MIMPI.
Just accept the nature.
What a perfect dream. Haaaa~ :)

New Moon

New Moon :)

Im watching this movie last nite. Just bought it from cd shop at Parkson yesterday. Whole of the story, i can say. .OKAY. And sometimes i cant understand some part on this movie.
But i only know that Bella really love Edward. And poor Jacob. Bella left him.
Never mind Jacob, aku kan ada disisimu. I won't let you go. Aha! Ngek. :)
And i hate the ending.

Edward: Bella, will you marry me?
Bella: ......................................

The end. Black skrin appeared. LoL.

Im curious to know what Bella decision. Urggh.
Now, im waiting for next movie, ECLIPSE. On June 2010. Lama nya mau tunggu. Hmmmm.

I LOVE DANBO!!

DANBO! I LOVE YOU!


You are so CUTE and UNIQUE :D

Aaoowww~ how cute! >_<

Love This! :D

Look! The twilight books! Awesome. haha

OMG! Damd Cute ba ni.

With E. . . .? Forgot the robot name la.

Ouch! Malu :[

Iban Version :D

Lemai td, aku agai taman neman k cdak Ida ngau geng semut ya main. Deden pun ku baik gak. Lagipun time nyak ku adai pengawak. Ambik masa la kak kuar neman k cdak ya. Hoho.
Datai jak ba taman nyak, kami semua main jongkang jongket. Aku pun join sekaki juak. hoho.
Apala salah jadi budak kecik kejap. (sanggup menghina diri sendiri budak kecik) Lol.
Ya la tu. Mentang2 aku tok kecik.
Umm. Kecik2 pun comel jugak. Hoho.Kan2? ( Mengenja jap)
Time main jongkang jongket nyak, ku betundi la ngau anak jiran ku tok tadi. Dlm masa yg sama gak, msj ari Tim datai. Ku on da way kak reply. . .Boop! Labuh ku ari jongkang jongket nyak td.
Dahla indu cina spiak k benung main benda yg sama mda aku. Ado! Malu aku.
Kak pan nda ngagak diri ketawa time labuh nyak untuk kawal perasaan malu ku nyak. Lol.
Apa la nasib. Huh.
Nyamai asai sulla?
Nyamai. Asai k gik kak ku labuh. Ilak ku try labuh ari menara KLCC. Asaiku nyadi super dumber girl ku later. Masuk news. Fames ba. Hahaha.

How do met him? Here the answer.

How do i met him. Umm. Okay, When i was in kuching, I went to my cousin house after my mum
went back to Miri. She left me alone. = .=

Then i stay over with them.
Umm. On the next next next day, after i take a showered, i went downstair, i saw Tim. Hoho.
Looking so noob. Muka kesian jak upa. Ngahaha!

Actually he is my cousin's husband friend. . . first met i didn't talk to him. Coz i know we both nang suka jual mahal. Mun murah mok la aku beli. Haha.
First i saw him, i kinda like him. Hoho.
Could that be falling in LOVE? **tertelan biji durian**

Nge nge puling k utai. (my cousin said that)
You bastard IKAN GONJENG!

Falling in love for the fourth time? Buat2 tauk jak la... **anguk palak**
Okay, how do we falling in love? I love to tell you this. Its really weird.
It start when i leaved Kuching. Since i've been there i never ever talked to him face 2 face or even on the phone.
Actually this plan was made by my cousin. SHE SO IKAN GONJENG IKAN PUSU.
Terer kop polah plan. Plan pa gik ko pandei polah? plan lukis kapal?
Actually im quite upset on her but honestly i do like Tim.
I leaved Kuching and went to my longhouse at Betong. After that.. on the next, next ,next, next and next day, Tim suddenly SMSTexting me. Really hairan.
I didn't sms him. I knew who did this. My cousin Gonjeng. X habis2 ko buli and menyeksa aku ho. Sampai hempedu ko polah aku kdak ya. Sob Sob.
After i, or her, sms him, he ask me, or her to be his girlfriend. So i or her accepted it. Weird kan.
Bercouple dalam hp. Jumpa pernah. Tp x penah becakap. What kind a realationship is that?
Couple through phone? Or Simple Love? Ha Ha.
So noob.
Terover Simple ya.


So now, We bergerek la. SIMPLE kan? Haha.
Bis cita. Hoho. Mlas ku mok taip panjang2. Chiao!

Im a Christmas disaster :)

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!

Ho Ho Ho. Christmas fever is getting near, dude. And the end of the year 2009 will end.
Say HOLLA to 2010.

I will miss my 2009 memories. Miss all the past. Miss my ex too. Shhhh.
This 2010, my new life, my new journey will be change. Time to grow up, brothers and sisters.
I wish for 2010, my journey of life will be perfect, perfect and PERFECT. :)

This Christmas, im not celebrating it at my home. How Sad. :(
I and my family will celebrating our Christmas together at my kampung ba. Huhu.
And uh, My sister is getting marry after Christmas.
Wow. The excited moment will come. Haha.

READY TO GET DRUNK COUSINS! IT'S HAPPY TIME! :D